Sometimes I feel like my delicate heartstrings are being pulled in too many directions. This is one reason why I hate Facebook- too many feels! Sometimes, most times, I go to Pinterest where I can get ideas, organize my creative thoughts, etc... I think it's great, but I woudn't really call it a social network. And let's face it, sometimes you need human companionship! I feel this most acutely in the mornings when I'm waiting & waiting for people who are taking too long to come down for school. Occasionally, in times like these, I will log on to Ben's Facebook account (since I don't have one) & I'm usually cured of it for at least a few months for reasons before mentioned. My other little thing to do is to blog, but when I want to connect, blogging is just no substitute. The thing about blogs is that they are so one-sided. Luckily, Ben is coming home early today, and Becky is coming on Thursday, and now the kids are here too. Now we can bury ourselves in books and then maybe I'll take a little fresh air. That'll cure it. The heart of the matter is, I think I'm a little homesick-not for a place, really. I'm not sure what, to be honest, but I feel like the connected piece of me is now, not only unplugged, but lost under a couch somewhere or tossed into the wrong Rubbermaid. I don't think I want to be this disconnected, but the here & now is more often than not, plenty to take in. Well anyway, I told you it was dumb, I just needed to pass the time.
Sorry. I was having some technical difficulties this morning. I posted this like 3 times & once to the wrong blog. All better now.
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