when blogs go missing...

Illustration by Libico Maraja

So, this is my second third fourth fifth attempt at blogging this blog. The first was accidentally deleted. Then, after writing it again, I hated it, but left it here to be revisited at a later date, and so on and so forth, until here we are at it again. I was actually pretty happy with #4 until, unfortunately, it too was deleted. There were several attempts made which contained a great many words which were set forth to explain a thing which I will not attempt to explain again. It's simply too difficult to put in so much persuasive feeling the fifth time around! You are probably wondering, then why even mention it?! Right? Well, there are just some things in life which have to be resurrected, especially when they are the only blog you started in January. And since my original blog was about missing digits, this lovely picture suits my new purpose quite well, which is to illustrate a person attempting to force her way through an impassable door, a person who is likely chasing after a white rabbit. So, now that i've decided to leave off of my retrospective fretting about missing digits and be done with it, i just want to say, that this original blog had something to do with working for zero dollars. It's quite fitting, actually, that this blog should amount to nothing, and I didn't even plan that! Now, if i could only think of a proper ending to this fiasco...but i can't. The whole thing is just awkward.